Lost it
Hi Guys
I havn't written in a while because I was really down. I thought getting the sleeve date organised was going to be a piece of cake after talking to my surgeon. Anyway, here there is so much bureaucracy. I have to do a million and one tests, all at different places all over the country!!!!
It has got me so down that I have not stopped eating. I think that I have put on at least 4kg just because I feel like SH.....
Hopefully though there is a light at the end of the tunnel. On the 11 OCT I have to go to a meeting with 4 DR to see if they approve the surgery. Here, even though my DR has agreed, nothing can be done without their approval. In the meanwhile though I have to make sure that I have completed all the neccessary tests.
Anyway, I am also getting nervous that I am going to be one of those failed cases and still continue with my old terrible habit of binging until my stomach hurts. Does any one recall every sitting there and eating and eating, thinking to themselves - what is my problem.... why can't I stop eating, but still keep eating?
I really hope that with the sleeve the emothional eating will stop and that I won't sit there anymore and eat for the sake of eating.
As you can see I am pretty down, I hope though that my enthusiasm will return.
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